I have lost my life...

I lost my life to no one but myself...
I let it slipped away myself...

Who....

Choose someone who will always put you at the top priority

&

not someone who put you at the least priorty.


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Choose someone who will never give a single doubt about you

&

not someone who gives a second thought about you.

You... Me... Self...

You have brains in your head


You have feet in your shoes


You can steer yourself any direction you choose


You are on your own and you know what you know


And you are the one who will decide where you will go


You ought to decide to stay or to go...

I'm so tired.


I'm so confused.


I'm so engrossed with my work that I once drift through.


I have lost my directions.


I have lost my goals


I have lost myself that I was once in whole.


It's time to move on and leave the rest.


It's time to find myself and the best.


It's time to travel with my friend, who will never leave me in distress...

Literature is still the best
To express myself and the rest!

Uninvited guest

Remembered Mr Lobbie Lobbie??? Hahaha.. Not long after his arrival, came a long Laura. I totally forgot to post about her.

She's tiny, cute and extremely alert!



Both Lobbie and Laura are doing well but when my dad tried to out do me... He brought home a gangster!!!


This is Kangster the gangster!


Check out his feeders


How big is this fellow? Hmmm.... Just nice for a lobster salad!!!

As usual, Lobbie's looking for a fight.
Can you see Laura checking the guys out?

Now both guys are checking the gal out.

I do not know..

This is not a post about bakings, dog, new stuff...

It's a post that never been posted. It's a post about the down side.



What's down side?? Something I called it the 'Mid life crisis'..

What is that? Not very sure. Why I assume that's it? Not very sure.



Been pretty doubtful and confuse with what I have been doing and what was done all these while..



What are the things I have been doing and done.. I can't really explain.

Did I really got what I have waited for??
What I have waited for is it the one I really wanted??
What am I doing? I do not know..
Am I happy? I do not know..



I questioned myself,
How long do I need to sort myself out? I do not know..
How many times do I have to sort myself out? I do not know..
What is wrong? What went wrong? I do not know..

I always tell myself,
Every ordeal is a test, every test happen for a reason.
Always hope for the best and always be prepared for the worse.

Guessed,
My sky have tumble down.. It's quite hard to stay strong and firm.
Life is a simple yet very complicated thing to understand.



I wish there is a place where I can hide.. I need a happy corner..

Where can I find my happy corner? I do not know..



I need a place where I can be alone..
A peaceful place without any familiar faces..
A place where I can call it 'My home'..







...

Just photos..

Here comes.. Citron Poulet..!

Hahahaa.... I have been receiving these questions since Aug'08...

Have you given up cooking/baking?

Did you sold your Boyfriend/oven?

Since you have not been baking for quite sometime.. are you selling your silicon moulds?


The answer is No, no and no! Well.. although I did not post anything about cooking and baking that doesn't mean I have hanged my apron aside.

I am still doing both and also taking in small orders (just that I did not take any photos of them). If you have noticed, the Menu - Price list is still under construction cos' I can't commit to every orders, therefore I will only quote upon requests.


OK OK... Let me proof to you.. I DID COOK! *giggles*


Citro Poulet!!! (Lemon Chicken)

It's juicy and has a refreshing scent!

PS: Teeth whitening is still in progress..